Getting your heart broken by the very person who made you believe in love is one of the worst feelings anyone could ever feel. Shattered would have to be an understatement as you would feel all broken, disturbed, and confused inside. Emotional outbursts would hinder you from being logical and rational, thus impair your capacity to intellectually decipher the situation you are in.
You become lost and bewildered as you try to rationalize on the rationality of your status. Trying to comprehend the situation implies your desire to understand the reason behind it all. Things do not normally happen without a reason, thus digging deeper into the subconscious would enable you to understand the rationale behind your current condition.